dawn_18

i really miss him..i miss his text messages, the b0nd we used to have, the laughter…g0d!i miss those things a lot..unfortunately, we just ign0re each other n0w because of the fight we had last school year.. hhaayy….i just hope things will go back the way it was bef0re…

=( i have always been loved by the person i don’t l0ve, never been loved by the pers0n i love..the sad thing here is though i tried to l0ve the pers0n who loves me, still my heart belongs to the person who hurt me..=( i still love me s0o much…

It’s not a sin to love and trust.. To
sacrifice and give it all to the one
you love.. But may be, it is, if you
love the wrong person and just let him
cheated at you.

I know a friend who gave it all up..
Many ask "why" when they really seem
to be happy when they’re together. My
friend gave the guy the false reason
why she made it over.

She said that she can’t lie to her
parents anymore.. And she cannnot take
her studies for granted.. That she
would rather see him with another girl
happy.. Happy with a girl who can give
him the things that she can’t give..

She seemed to be a very strong girl..
TO let the man she love find another
girl to love.

And as days passed.. The guy really
did found his someone. The girl told
the curious people, that she’s happy
and has moved on.

As she go on, she did missed the guy..
Then she knew from her known friends
that the guy did blamed her.. The guy
certainly said that things would’ve
not been like this if she did not
made it all over..

She was just quite.. She wanted to
shout things loud but she knows it’s
wrong. When the real reason was just
hidden.. Because of her love and
respect for the guy.

Now, why did she broke up with him?
because he cheated.!! All along of
their relationship, she dicovered that
he has another girlfriend from another
school..

How did the girl reacted? did she made
revenge? nO!! did she complain? no!!
she made it all over because she loves
the guy.. For all we know the girl did
her best to be loyal..

For all the f u c k i n g guys who are
pretending to be good and left-alone
guys.. Go to hell..!!!

Have you ever cried at night,
Thinking it was bad,
Have you ever lost a love,
The only thing you ever had,
Have you ever screamed out loud,
From pain that you have felt,
Have you ever stopped and looked,
At pain that you have dealt,
Have you ever questioned someone,
Of love and if its true,
Have you ever really wondered,
If they truly feel for you,
Have you ever felt abused,
Or worried while you wait,
Have you ever made a big huge deal,
Over someone being late,
Have you ever had them leave,
And watched them walk away,
Have you ever thought of leaving,
But could only sit and stay,
Have you ever hurt someone,
And looked at what you’ve done,
Have you ever been the one that’s hurt,
And thought that you were the only one,
Have you ever loved another,
And never told them so,
Have you ever tried to tell them,
But didn’t know how it would go,
Have you ever been alone,
Where no one else could see,
So you sat at home remaining unknown,
having nowhere else to be.
I’ve felt this way before,
I’ve felt and dealt it all,
I’ve even lied,
I’ve even cried,
I’ve even felt the fall.
But nothing makes it better,
The Guilt or the Pain I feel,
I wish it all would go away,
I wish it wasn’t real,
But that is not the case,
And it could never be,
It took me too long to open up,
And took me way too long to see, I must;
Own up to mistakes I’ve made,
Get past the pains I’ve felt,
Wipe away the tears that are in my eyes,
And reflect on the tears I’ve dealt,
And Tell someone when I love them,
Before they go away,
And maybe if I word it right,
They just might want to stay…=’{

today i learned a lesson
that will always be true
saying goodbye to someone
is the hardest thing to do

i’ve never felt a loss
until i said goodbye
i thought i was strong
and i broke down and cried

never will i forget
the times we had
though the reflections are happy
it makes me rather sad

the most brutal of men
cries at the past
i only wish
the good times would last

so i humor myself
i’d smile if i could
why can’t things work out?
because life isn’t supposed to be that good